Today was my first day being a part of
the St. Paul's Street Evangelization (www.streetevangelization.com)
. Be clear: I'm not sharing my story for myself; I'm sharing it to
encourage all of us to do this, or something similar. If I can do
it, anyone can do it; it might be to share the Good News vocally, or
pray for those who are. Find the talents God has given you, and let
Him glorify those talents for His Good! I have lots of words....thank
you Lord for helping me to use them in such an amazing way.
We went to a local 'soup kitchen' for
the homeless adjacent to a local Cathedral. I was soooooooooooo
nervous! Last night, I was sitting and talking with my husband, and
had tears coming down my face. What if I mess up? What if I make a
mistake? I hadn't felt nervous like this about something since my
children were born. Sure I've been nervous, when starting a new job,
or something like that, but it wasn't an 'important', or 'life
changing' nervous. I prayed, prayed, prayed, and had great support
from my husband.
I woke up, not completely rested, but
raring to go. We arrived early, got our table set up outside the
dining room area of the 'soup kitchen' (but it's more regular meals,
than soup). We prayed the Rosary together before the doors opened. I
was a little skeptical of how many would actually want a Rosary.
Most were there because they were hungry for food; little did I know
how many were hungry spiritually, for a one on one connection. A few
came in to us pretty quickly, even before the announcement that we
were there (we were in an adjacent hallway). Our team leader/head of
the local chapter was immediately approached by a young man with a
lot of strong ideas and opinions, and kept him busy for quite a
while. That left us 'newbies' (2 of us). My husband was there, but
he was just along for the ride, so to speak, as he isn't comfortable
sharing with others. He was our silent prayer warrior, reading the
Bible and praying the Rosary as we did our 'work'. However, he was
even pulled in to join me in prayer when there was a long line of
people wanting to get a Rosary from me, and the other 2 were busy.
I've only ever offered prayer in public
once, last year, out of the blue, at the bookstore.
I had no idea
what I was doing!!! But somehow, I did it.....or more honestly, the
Holy Spirit did it. I think we did touch some lives. Whether we
changed them, we may never know. I offered people the prayer list we
had set out, as well as immediate prayer (while thinking on the
inside, don't ask me to pray out loud!!). You guessed it....many
wanted immediate prayer together. I'd ask for the intention, as well
as the person's name. The first time, I offered a short prayer,
followed by the Hail Mary. Thereafter, I felt called to pray the Our
Father after offering the intention. I felt it important to let them
know that they already knew this prayer that is part of the Catholic
Faith. We ran out of Rosary pamphlets, but still gave away plenty of
Rosaries. I met amazing people. They touched my life, and I pray
that I touched theirs.
Many people who we offered Rosaries to said, "But I'm not Catholic!". However, they seemed very happy when we told them they didn't have to be Catholic to receive or pray the Rosary; I explained that it was a
meditation on events of Christ's life. Many were very happy to hear this, and accept a Rosary for themselves, as well as for family members. One man in particular asked for one for his sister, whom he was going to visit in a couple of weeks. I gave him one for himself as well, as well as one of our last brochures. I told him how
wonderful it would be to be able to pray it with his sister, and he seemed happy about it.
meditation on events of Christ's life. Many were very happy to hear this, and accept a Rosary for themselves, as well as for family members. One man in particular asked for one for his sister, whom he was going to visit in a couple of weeks. I gave him one for himself as well, as well as one of our last brochures. I told him how
wonderful it would be to be able to pray it with his sister, and he seemed happy about it.
It was a humbling experience as well.
I was reminded that there are many people different from ourselves
out there, each with his own story. I was so touched by the way
people offered up their mistakes in their lives to ask for prayer,
from recently released from prison or jail, to the jobless, the
homeless. I'm not very good at asking others, strangers or otherwise,
to pray for me and my own mistakes. Many people didn't ask for
prayers for themselves, even though they had their own problems; they
asked for prayer or rosaries for family members and friends.
Sure, a few times we were shut down.
One man declined the Rosary and walked away abruptly, telling us he
'dialed direct', while pointing to above. :) Another man, we had a
language barrier with. He kept pointing to our picture of Mary
holding Jesus, and sounded agitated. I picked up a little of his
Spanish, and it seemed he was saying he wouldn't pray to Mary, but
only to God. I don't speak Spanish, but I think I was able to share
with him that Mary was like 'Mama', and used gestures to show him
that we worshiped only God, but Mary was like our Mother, and we
honor her. I think maybe he understood; he seemed slightly more at
peace when he left. Next time, I want to make sure to bring some
information in Spanish just for him. We were also asked about
Saints, so I'm going to try to find an inexpensive book on Saints to
keep handy.
We plan on returning at the end of
March, and I'm very excited!!
Please remember in your prayers Rex,
Todd, Willie, Phillip, Bobby, Bill, Heather, and all those we met
today, and even those who were unable to visit with us for whatever
reason. I pray that their reasons for attending the meal are
resolved, but that we may meet them again.
Thank you God for all the blessings we
have received. Thank you for letting me use your Glory to reach out
to others. Let us use them to Glorify, Praise and Bless You. Holy
Spirit, I sing Your Praises for all the good words that were said
today, and for those words that were mine and not yours, I ask that
those are forgotten. Bless my teammates and team leader.
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